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Shredding wounds that will never heal

I don't know how to feel or do anything at all

Tomorrow I will sleep my life away

If I am reborn and i'm here again

I was controlled you see

By people that I thought were "friends"

But then I realized something

I want to go back to that time

Let me go back to that dreaded time

Where I never worried of failure or stress

As I retain my happiness and hope

My head hurts i'll start to lay down

Will I live with myself knowing of the past

Or will I die with pleasure?

I want to be alive

I want a happy life

But nothing is real nothing is false

I want to go back to that time please

Where ignorance was bliss

But now I don't know

I just don't know

Rather I want to remember my stupid past

Or die and never have to accomplish anything

Fake wings try to rescue me

But my main objective is to die

I want purpose I want emotion

Though in this dreaded life of mine

I'll never experience true love