Fear

I'm scared of my own image, scared of my own immaturity, scared of my own ceiling, scared I'll die of uncertainty.

Fear will be the death of me, fear leads to anxiety.

I no longer know what’s inside of me.

Don't forget about me, even when I doubt you,

I'm no good without you.

I'm not sure if I can see this ever stopping

Shaking hands with the dark parts of my thoughts,

You are all that I’ve got.

Gnawing on the bishops, claw our way up their system

Repeating simple phrases, someone holy insisted

Want the markings made on my skin

To mean something to me again

I hope you haven't left without me

Don't leave without me, please