Abstract Foolishness

Mocking, joking rumors spreading like wildfire

Soon my mind will explode

What I try to be, what I want to do

This fighting delusion!

My ears are picking up some overused talk

This popular girl is just a monochrome puppet now

She is controlled; can't try being independent

Keep changing sounds

Ah, keep rating and judging me as that's all you do

Ah, create me, destroy me, put my life on worst year's repeat

It's all so absurd, why can't I stop it then?

Throwing my lifeless soul out the window

It's all so sickening, so tiring

Yet I fear death!

I can't stand it anymore

My throbbing arms from the pain

I'm just giving up and eating cake

Everyone is hiding secrets, half-faced masks

Build you friend manufactory!

I follow faulty rumors; rolling lips telling lies

Don't you know she's a media monkey?

She walks a road full of tragic lies

Never showing a true smile

What a worthless factory!

Ah, come here dear

You'll be fine

It is all so stupid

A knife piercing my chest

It's all so exhausting, i'm sick of this

I know I can't take it anymore

Drowning deeper in the pain; throwing me into hell

It's just a recording memory

I'M STOPPING NOW

It's all so meaningless

A gun blowing my head

It's just so crazy

Just sobbing in the end

No one even helps, just end it now

If rain could wash away my sin.....