Encore

My life feels like it's in constant repeat,

I've done everything before.

Every day of my life seems like a rerun of a television show.

Every moment of my life blends together into a generic blob of wasted time and torn memories.

Every minute of my life seems like an echo continuing from an eternity ago,

a time where everything was new, a time where I was able to enjoy life.

My own life is a series of repetitions that gets more painful each time.

I cannot feel. I cannot emote.

I am merely a husk wandering this barren Earth.

I feel as if I am no longer in control of my body,

I am now an observer, witnessing the least interesting life to bare existence.

I replay every day, week, month, year, and decade until it all ends.

The only new thing I haven't experienced, is death.